10/31/2010

This is Halloween

Happy Halloween everyone. Been somewhat a disappointment this year but that is ok. I actually feel like I am in the halloween spirit this year, I just wish I had something to actually do this year though like a party or something. Oh well. I had picked up a Jason mask in hopes of me handing out candy but Milwaukee has retarded trick or treat times. The city times this year were 1-4 today, which is fine since it is Halloween. So 1:00 rolls around I see nothing. 25 minutes pass and still nothing. Then I looked up the times for trick or treating around the area. Where I live is in the city but near Bay View and St.Francis. Well Bay View had their times last night 5-8 and St.Francis is 2-5 today. So apparently we aren't in the city or people just weren't going out? My father then remembered at least seeing one person walking around last night. The end result is we had no one come to our door. It is disappointing. I was looking forward to handing out candy and seeing kid's costumes. Maybe it would just be easier for Milwaukee to have one specific time instead of all these places doing different times. Makes sense to me, but what do I know?

I still enjoy this holiday a lot. It is my favorite holiday of the year though I am sure I mentioned this in a previous blog. I don't remember everything I write so yeah bear with me. There are things we do that we take for granted. I stopped trick or treating as a kid when I was 9, which was 1988. I don't remember if it was cause I stopped wanting to go or people stopped wanting to take me. I was way too shy of a kid to go on my own, well I am still way too shy. It is very often that I wish I could turn back time or go back in time and do things differently. I have a firm belief that if you go back and change one thing then it would throw everything off course. I wish I could go back to experience Halloween as a little kid again and go out trick or treating and have fun. Maybe I just need to go out and make my own fun sometime again. Just cause I am older doesn't mean I can't enjoy something right? God I make myself sound like I am in my 70s at time. You are only 31 Nick!

Thinking back to my blog a few months ago about my paranormal experiences, man do I have stories I could share with people and possibly scare them. I didn't really think about that until I was on vent with one of my friends last night and I was telling her some of my ghost stories. It was freaking her out. Of course it begun to freak me out a bit myself. Remembering things that had happened and thanks to my overactive imagination. I didn't think I would get to sleep last night. I did though, and I slept decently too. I do miss going out ghost hunting though and experiencing things like that. It has been way too long. Of course this isn't the first time I have said this. Something I need to get back into someday.

I am going to end this blog with the Marilyn Manson version of "This is Halloween" from The Nightmare before Christmas movie. Enjoy!

10/25/2010

Number 50

My 50th blog. Yay! Time to celebrate. Actually it really is not a big deal at all, I'm just having a hard time coming up with some other title for this so I figured I would use something simple. Compared to my livejournal this blog is pretty small. Overall there are 756 entries in my livejournal. Which I am honestly thinking about clearing out and deleting everything in that journal. Sure it is funny to look back on and read it but sometimes it is good just to wipe out the past completely and there are probably things in there that I would not like to remember. I don't know though cause some of those things I use to say in my old journal are a good indicator of how I may of changed over the years.

Been about a week, ok longer then that, since I last wrote anything. Not that I haven't wanted to write of course. I've had sinus issues for the past week. They have been getting better but at some points it really sucked. Best way I can describe it: felt like a fat person sitting down on my face putting pressure on my nose. Not that I know what that feels like, I'm just assuming that is what it is close to. No offense to fat people around the world, I'm one of you too. Much love to you fatties! Anyways so yeah that has been off and on for the past week. During the colder months here in Wisconsin I seem to get that once a month and it lasts usually a week. I just call it "The Nick's version of being on the rag". Once again no offense to women and their monthly visitor.

The Packers beat the Favre led Vikings last night 28-24. I am not as happy about the victory as other people are. I think people are foolish to believe that the Pack is back on track and whatnot. They barely escaped with this game. For starters one of their touchdowns was not a touchdown. The tight end clearly didn't have possession of the ball when he went down in the back of the end zone. The Minnesota coach is clearly a retard for not having challenged that play. Then later Minnesota drove down the field and scored an apparent touchdown that was called back due to a challenge on the play that the receiver did not have possession. After seeing the play a few times I call bullshit. They claim the ground caused him to gain possession of the ball. Again I call bullshit. He had trouble catching the ball at first but when he hit the ground the ball did not move at all. Had the ball moved at all as he was coming down then yeah it is not a catch. I disagree with the call but then again who am I to say what is what? Minnesota ended up with a field goal instead of the touchdown which would come into play later as if the td stood it would of been 28-28. Favre nearly pulled it out at the end but came up just short. I thought the Packers offense moved the ball better in the game but clock and game management are still pretty terrible. People also say Rodgers outplayed Favre. Are you guys really sure on that? Granted he did but Rodgers did not even look that great. 2 interceptions and some of his passes were just horrible. A win is a win though but let us see how they play against the Jets.

People are really supportive of Rodgers and saying he is the best quarterback we ever had. Joe Namath went on to say Rodgers is the 3rd best qb playing right now. I disagree. Are you telling me he is better then other quarterbacks who have won playoff games, won super bowls, etc? Rodgers is better then Favre? People are going to disagree with me but there is no way he is better then Favre. Rodgers has not proved a damn thing yet. He has the stats but in games decided under 4 points or less he has a 2-11 record. He also has no playoff victories which means no super bowl rings. Rodgers is a good quarterback but I am not going to call him great. I am also not going to say he is the best Packer qb of all time. I understand Packer fans hate Favre now and are overjoyed that we beat him last night but you have to remember all the good things he did with us. He is the only qb besides Bart Starr that led us to a super bowl title. I sound like a broken record with some of the things I say about this subject. I'm going to close this argument by saying if you really want to stick it to Favre and prove we are a better team without him then win a playoff game and/or the super bowl. The last Packer quarterback to win a playoff game other then Favre was Jan 8th of 1983. The qb at the time was Lynn Dickey.

I always find myself talking a lot about football in my blogs. It is my favorite sport and during the week I always see these people saying this and that about various things. Maybe I am a bit critical of the Packers and Aaron Rodgers but I think the points I make are pretty valid points and are pretty accurate. If people wish to disagree with me, feel free.

Halloween is coming up next Sunday. This is my favorite holiday. I love watching all the horror movies that they put on around this time of the year. Even though some horror movies still get to me a bit. I can't help it though, overactive imagination. Last year they played I believe most of the Halloween movies in a row. I like those movies quite a bit, with the exception of Halloween 3. Halloween 3 was a horrible movie and had absolutely nothing to do with Michael Myers at all. I also didn't care for the Halloween 2 remake by Rob Zombie. I liked the first remake he did, the second one though not so much. This year I may get like a Jason mask and dress up a bit and hand out candy to the trick or treaters. I know on a few occasions I have done that and I've scared a few people.

This reminds me of a story back when I worked at Publix. Oh yay story time. Yay! Don't I usually have good stories? Yes I do damn it! Anyways we were going to have a Halloween thing at work so we were allowed to wear costumes if we wanted to. I figured this would be perfect for me to not have to wear my Publix uniform. So I grabbed some grudgy type clothes and dressed up like I was Jason. How embarrassed was I to get into work and find no one else dressed up for Halloween. I literally at that moment wanted to crawl in a hole and either die or not come out for a very long time. One of the cashiers wanting to punch in made a comment like "typical man". Typical man cause I dressed up for Halloween and was wanting to have some fun? I didn't know that fun was not allowed. When the other stock clerks saw me in the back room they all thought it was pretty cool. I put on the mask and went to work. I had a lot of fun that day. I was like a main attraction cause not many people did dress up. So many people got freaked out when they turned down the frozen food aisle and saw me wearing the Jason mask. Some people literally jumped and looked like they nearly had a heart attack. It was a fun day. I still find that one woman's comment funny though. Typical man.

I'm sure I will be back with some more writings in the upcoming week until then...take care everyone. Yes I'm talking to my 2 or 3 readers!

10/15/2010

Jesus Built My Hotrod

Before anyone asks, though I am sure some people have figured it out already, the blog is titled after a Ministry song. I'll link a youtube video of the song. Great song if you like heavy music.



I sat around thinking for awhile how to go about this blog. Should I make a title depicting how I really feel? So I get a title from a random song? I think I did too much thinking. I couldn't come up with anything clever. I know I am slipping.

I can't say I've been in a great mood. Most of it I am sure is my own doing. We are our own worse enemies. I sure know I am my own worse enemy. I do a pretty good job of hiding how I am really feeling from other people. Though there are some who can probably read me like a book most would never know that something is up with me. I wonder a lot of the time why I allow myself to even get into a slight funk. Sure it happens to everyone but what do I have to actually complain about? I mean ok I can't find a job. I really have no friends here in Milwaukee. That is really about it. I feel selfish for even feeling depressed sometimes cause if you look at other people they have so many things to be depressed or down about but yet they find a way to enjoy life and make each day count. I would love to be one of those type of people.

Last year around this time I found myself in this funk like state. Time of the year maybe? Doesn't make sense though since I love the fall, I love Halloween, it is the middle of football season, etc. At least I know though I am in control of what I am feeling so if I don't want to feel like this then I just need to stop feeling like this.

Slayer concert is tomorrow night. I got tickets months ago. I decided I am not going. I have no desire to go anymore. Will I regret that decision? I am sure that I will. Since Reva couldn't come here to visit this month I really have no one to go with. I am not going by myself. People are going to tell me just go by yourself. I just don't feel like going anymore. That may be why I am feeling a bit blah at the moment.

I have not been sleeping really good either. Weird dreams. None of which I really remember though. I was sleeping usually until like 9am or even 10am. I know people don't have the luxury of sleeping in like that so I am sure they are thinking oh boo hoo. This week I've been awake anywhere between 6am-8am. I've also been going to bed usually between 1am-2am. So yeah my sleep has been lacking. Again this could be why I'm feeling like I am in a funk.

Went shopping with my father this morning. For a place I've been trying to get a job at for such a long time now they really don't have a lot of people walking around. They only had one bagger at the registers too so I ended up bagging our groceries. Hell I am almost desperate enough to just have a paying job that I would degrade myself to bagging groceries. Not a very hard job at all and yet some of those people make it out to be the toughest job in the world. I made some comment as we were leaving that said "shit just start paying me some money and I will stand here all day and bag groceries". I happen to go by the job center thing and I noticed that they are hiring for a produce clerk. Wtf, seriously? I put in for that job a few times over the past few months. That just irked the hell out of me. Which I should of asked to talk to a manager at that point but I am not very good with talking to people when I am pissed. In fact if I am mad I tend to keep showing my anger until the person has no choice but to think I am right. Hence why when I am mad for the most part I keep it to myself or blast some really loud music.

If there is anything positive for me to say it would be that I am going to go to MATC on Monday to inquire about my GED and sign up for whatever it is I have to do before I can take the test. Step in the right direction Nick, just stick with it.

I guess there is a silver lining to all of this. I've come to the conclusion that a person is going to be as happy as they want to be or as misery as they want to be. So the trick is to flush out the negativity and bring in the positivity. Easier said then done.

10/12/2010

The Holy Gospel according to The Nick

Jesus said to The Nick. "You are the most awesome individual alive. Seriously bro get off your fucking ass and do something useful. The people need you. Now go and spread the word my brother to the millions and millions of people who are waiting for you to do something amazing."

Ok the inspiration for that came from this book I got in the mail today. Some religious group in Washington D.C sends me a book full of gospel readings and then says please send me money. How about you send money to "First church of the Nick" instead? Seriously. Donate to me. I am awesome!

Ok so I'm in a bit of a weird mood today. If you people have not noticed that is. I've also been thinking a lot about a many different things. Not like that is any different then how I normally am. I woke up the other morning and I thought to myself why the hell am I just sitting around waiting for something good to happen. Nothing good is going to happen unless I take the time to make something happen. I know I've been looking around for a job, in time I'm sure I will find something. I'm referring to other things though. So with that being said I am going to finally check out about getting my ged. It has been long overdue the way it is. I figure I start with that then I can consider other things such as maybe taking writing classes or computer classes or just something. The point is the time for waiting around is coming to an end and the time for taking some action is coming.

I don't normally mention a lot about WoW in my blogs. That is the nerdy side of me that I am sure not a lot of people care about, well unless you are in my guild and reading this. I've finally got to a point in my mmo gaming where I do not feel stressed out. Why should anyone log on to escape their real life only to be stressed out by stuff that happens in a video game? Sadly though it happens. I found a really good guild though. Really great people. Most are pretty friendly and laid back and easy going. Though I have to admit when I first transferred servers and went to this guild I was pretty quiet and just went with the flow. I came from a guild I was running and leading raids to a guild that I was just another person. Bit of an adjustment. As time went on I've been getting to know other people and I think the shyness is going away somewhat. I'm naturally shy so it probably takes me longer then most people to open up. Unless it is me writing in this blog I keep things to myself the majority of the time. Those who really truly know me though know that I am not always a very quiet person. Anyways I get off track very quickly. I am glad to have found a home with the guild I am in on WoW.

Ok enough nerd stuff for now. It appears my Packers are in serious trouble. The next 6 games, even though they are playing a few 1-3 teams, looks pretty rough. Rodgers might not even play against the Dolphins. Great. So going with only 2 quarterbacks on the roster may not be such a good idea anymore? I am really beginning to believe this season may be lost already. Too many injuries, horrible play calling, inconsistent playing, etc. I am not saying they can't turn it around but if you watch this team play there are no signs of this being the super bowl team everyone thought them to be. Let's hope I am wrong. Though as we all know by now, am I really ever wrong? Ok thats a joke people...laugh damn it!

Yesterday eight years ago was the first time I ever went on a ghost hunt. It has also been about five years since the last time I went out ghost hunting. So sad. Someday I really need to get back into doing that. Like I said there is always stuff going on around me and it is interesting to me. Last night for example I went downstairs to go to the bathroom about 1am or so. In my sister's old room there is a touch lamp. When I had went in there it was off. When I came out I was in the kitchen for a little bit then I noticed there was a light on in that room. It was the same touch lamp that was just off. Ok so maybe the cats could of turned it on by screwing around on the table? Of course, if they were in that room and not in the kitchen with me. Maybe the bulb is about to die or something? Possibly. The fact is touch lamps in this house go on and off by themselves all the time. Do touch lamps really have a mind of their own? I am going to have to say no but feel free to disagree with me.

Ok so I have spread the word of the Lord for today. Peace be with you my brothers and sisters. Amen.

10/10/2010

The Rage

"Like a tiger in the cage
We begin to shake with rage"

Good song by Judas Priest. Totally describes some of my emotions from today. Quite sad cause most of it is from watching a stupid football game. Can't help it sometimes. Football is my favorite sport to watch and I have been watching it for years so sometimes yeah I really get into it.

The Packers game today left me with a sour taste in my mouth. It was a game they should of won but with the way they played they deserved to lose. The team at the moment is plagued with injuries and whatnot. I don't think that should decimate the team though. Other people just need to step up. I think it is more of a mental thing really. A player goes down and automatically it is the end of the world. I blame poor coaching for that. When players go down I think it should be up to the coaches to say ok so we have had bad luck with injuries but let's just get some other people to step up and perform. Make it a point to let other players know that if someone goes down they get a chance to step in and shine.

In my last blog I talked about Aaron Rodgers, now I'm going to mention him again. I don't think I am being too hard on him and if someone is going to come along and say "I'd like to see you go out there and put yourself in his shoes". Don't bother telling me that. I am not a professional football player, however I have been watching it for 23 years so yeah I have some of my own opinions on things. He was one of the main reasons why the Packers blew the game against the Redskins. You have the ball with less then a minute left in the game and you are driving down the field. He runs for a first down but instead of being smart about it he doesn't run out of bounds. Then they waste like 8 seconds or so deciding if they should call a timeout. If he went out of bounds they would of gotten at least another play to drive them closer to a field goal. Instead they didn't and Crosby misses a field goal. You know what? When they lined up for the field goal I said he was going to miss. I was right. I hate being right but I just knew how this game was going to go. Then in overtime Rodgers throws an interception. Few plays later the Redskins kick a game winning field goal. Not a shocker. Rodgers has yet to prove to me that he can play in the close games and come out on top. If you want to see what I mean take a look at the 2008 season. They lost I believe 7 games by 7 points or less and in all 7 games we had a chance to win but it could not be done. Look at the playoff loss to Arizona last season in overtime. Rodgers fumbles the ball and Arizona runs it in for a touchdown to win the game. The irony of this is Favre was notorious for making some bad decisions that cost the Packers games. This is something that is repeated all the time when they bring up how Favre is. Now can someone honestly tell me Rodgers has not done the same exact thing?

I know the Packers have more problems stemming deeper then the play of their quarterback. I am however really critical of the play of the quarterback because I am reminded all the time that people in this state love Rodgers and feel he is a superior player to Favre. I really don't know what kind of drugs people are on but pass some this way, seriously. I know Packer fans are all bent out of shape cause of what Favre has done the past few years but you guys really need to get over it already and focus on what the Packers currently have. Someone online made some kind of comment on this message board saying that Aaron Rodgers is the best quarterback the Packers have had since Don Majkowski. Are you serious? Do you know how much I laughed when I read that? The majik man was descent but he wasn't "great". The Packers had one good year with him at qb. Then the next few years he was injured. So Favre never existed as a Packer then? I guess we didn't win a super bowl with him. I must of dreamt that. My bad. Rodgers is a good quarterback but until further notice he is just good, not great. Certainly not the best quarterback the Packers ever had.

The Favre sex picture scandal is pretty interesting too. Sports players, celebrities, etc do think they are above everyone else and can get away with doing anything. I find it funny that it took about two years for this incident to come out in the open and it is not even being confirmed by the chick who claims all of this. Makes me wonder though how many guys out there do stuff such as this and nothing ever gets said. If I had a big penis I would probably text pictures of it to chicks. Ok maybe not but I can guarantee a lot of guys would. So what if he really did? Is this worse then a NFL player getting accused or rape? Or murder? Or the whole Vick thing? We hold these celebs to a higher standard then most people but I also think they we have this sense that they shouldn't be able to mess up or do something that is out of the ordinary. They are human after all. Also did you ever think that this whole thing came out cause maybe someone is pissed off that Favre only lasted on the Jets for one year?

Remember my thoughts and opinions are my own. Disagree with them, agree with them, bash them, hate them, etc. In the end I can say what I want cause this is my blog!

Otherwise not a lot else to say at the moment. I've said what I wanted to about a few things and I rather not make this a terribly long blog so I'm going to end it there. Who knows you might see another update tomorrow.

I leave you with the song "The Rage". Enjoy.

10/07/2010

GET ON MY LEVEL!!!

Yes people there is a story behind the title. I was on WoW yesterday, yes I am a nerd there is no need to point it out to me, and I am reading trade channel. Sometimes trade channel adds this sort of humor to the game while you are bored. Yesterday proved that statement correct. There was this guy who was looking to do a 25 man raid for Naxx. (I am not going to go into explanation on what the hell that is). Naxx was the beginning raid of the expansion. Pretty much easy and everyone over gears it. He was looking for "elite" people cause as he put it he didn't want to carry baddies. Baddies are people who aren't really good at the game and don't know what to do with their class. Anyways some shit talking starts in trade. This guy thinks he is God of WoW or something. Though I play WoW a lot it is not something I would necessarily brag about to other people. Then the humorous stuff follows. He starts linking random achievements and gear he has achieved on the game. After every piece of gear or achievement he links he follows with "get on my level". He kept at this for a good amount of time. Someone would say something back and he replies with "get on my level". It might not seem funny to most people but I found it pretty amusing. All I have to really say is that whatever level of retardation this guy has I don't want to be on the same level as him.

You know though the whole "get on my level" thing would be funny to randomly scream at people for various things. Like for example:

'You can't comprehend my awesomeness...GET ON MY LEVEL!!"
"You know you really suck at life you should GET ON MY LEVEL!!"
"Nick how do you get so many chicks? Teach me your ways! Well it is simple really, all you have to do is GET ON MY LEVEL!!"

Ok I'll stop. You people get my point.

We keep the bathroom door closed so the cats don't go in it. Well mainly for Loco so she doesn't get into trouble in there. She apparently does like the bathtub though. Anyways my father leaves for awhile and I come downstairs to grab something to eat. I hear Loco meowing. I couldn't find her. Then I thought to myself well maybe she is in the bathroom. Sure enough before my father left he did not realize she was in the bathroom and he closed her in there. Poor cat. I don't think she was in there too long though. Was kinda funny though. How counterproductive though. You want to keep her out of the bathroom and instead she gets trapped in there.

So today I am feeling a bit bummed out. Reva was suppose to come in today and be here until the 18th but yeah that didn't work out. I'm sure she is pretty bummed and pissed off about the whole thing. I was really looking forward to seeing her again and now I have to wait probably another 6 months or so. I guess in the end it could always be worse. But still that statement doesn't technically help all too much. I'll deal. I'll find some midget porn to keep me occupied.

I have to talk football for a little bit. If people disagree with me then that is cool. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions just as I am. This isn't about Favre either, for a change. My Packers are 3-1. Should they be 3-1? With the way they are playing I am going to say no. This was supposed to be everyone's pick to represent the NFC in the super bowl. Ok so the season is still early yet but let's take a look back at the last Packer team that won the super bowl in 96. They were favored to go to the super bowl. They came out and just stomped the hell out of most teams they faced. There was no remorse at all. They had various injuries through the year but they went 13-3 and went on to beat New England 35-21 in the super bowl. Packers are faced with injuries again this year and it just seems like there is no aggressiveness in that team. They played the Bears and were aggressive in that game but it resulted in countless penalties which costed them the game. Then against a Detriot team that has won like 2 games in the past 2 years they looked like they were just out there. Not even trying. It was just like they were out there practicing. They nearly lost. They got lucky. I picked the Packers to go to the super bowl this year but all I have to say is if they don't start improving they won't be there so I think it is time for them to shut up about the super bowl and just take one game at a time. Dominant your opponents one by one then see where that takes you. Take a lesson from the 96 Packers cause if they don't make it there I will be highly disappointed.

On to the next subject. Aaron Rodgers being called an elite quarterback. The guy is great. He has put up good numbers in the few seasons he has been starting. He is mobile and has a great arm. However the whole being an elite quarterback I am not so sure of. To me being an elite quarterback would be a guy who can lead his team into the playoffs year after year but not only take them there but win playoff games and maybe even get them into the super bowl. This is why I feel as if the label of elite quarterback is a bit too much right now. Rodgers last year did lead the Packers into the playoffs but he has yet to win a playoff game. Before I can label him as an elite quarterback I think he needs to get into the playoffs and win. Until that happens I can not see the elite quarterback status that everyone tosses around. He will get there someday I'm sure until then I will just call him "a good quarterback".

By the way since I always hear the comparison about Rodgers and Favre I have my own two cents to add to it. Yes Rodgers had better stats his first 2 years compared to Favre. He threw for 4,000 yards 2 years in a row, Favre did not. More tds, less int, better rating, etc. The list goes on. However here is one thing you never hear in any of the comparisons. Rodgers first playoff game with the Packers resulted in a loss. Favre's first playoff game with the Packers was a win. Compare the two all you want people but that last comparison in the end is what really matters. Winning matters, not stats. Sure Favre choked in big games. He also lost a super bowl as a Packer. He also did win one. Regardless of how much people hate or dislike him don't forget he was a key part in turning this organization around.

On that note I shall end this. Three blogs so far this week for me. Getting there. Not that it means I write anything worth while or anything but w/e.

GET ON MY LEVEL!!

10/06/2010

Shout

Hello everyone. Nick is back again for yet another pointless meaningless blog! Oh come on Nick you know some people enjoy your blogs and it gives them something to do. It is nice to have readers and all but totally not why I write for. I realize what I may find important to say might not be necessarily important to another person. With that being said here we go again.

So I am in Target yesterday buying the Nightmare on Elm Street remake and this guy comes up to me and wants to sell me his $15 gift card for 15 dollars. He needed money apparently. He said he would stand in line with me to verify that it was a legit card. I could of been an ass about it but I declined nicely. Want to know what I was thinking? Of course you do.

1) I don't know you dude, don't talk to me. Go away!
2) Cause I don't know you I sure as hell am not giving money to you even if it is legit.
3) I had no money to give in the first place.
4) You sure you aren't a child molester or a sex offender or something cause you sure as hell look like you could be one.
5) How do I know you didn't beat the shit out of an old lady to get her gift card?
6) I am not standing in line with some weird guy that I do not know.
7) Don't talk to me. You aren't cool enough to associate with me. I'm too awesome for you to comprehend.
8) Fuck off!!
9) PWMB!!

I kinda made some of those up as I went along, you know to add a little bit of humor to the story. Seriously though if I do not know you chances are I am not going to trust that I am not going to get fucked in the end. Would someone of done differently then what I did?

Watched Nightmare on Elm Street remake yesterday afternoon. Why is it that Freddy after all these years still manages to bother me? As I think about it though it is horror movies in general. Well not all of them but stuff with like ghosts, demons, Freddy, etc bother me. I blame it on my overactive imagination. That and given some of the stuff I've seen in my life I think movies through my imagination into this loop that causes me to over think things. I did manage to get a descent amount of sleep last night but still.

Some of my actual nightmares I have with Freddy in them are not even bad at all. One of the last times he appeared in my dreams he wanted me to help him kill people but in order to do that he forced me to have sex with this really hot chick. Really? That's all I had to do to hang out with Freddy and kill people with him? Well shit sign me up! If banging a hot chick was the difference between life or death I don't think I would think twice about it. Sorry Reva!

Took Ozzy to the vet today. He is doing just fine. He is a big cat though. He weighs about 14.3 lbs atm. He is healthy though and the vet said his weight is not really a problem. Disappointing though that there were no hot chicks at the vet's office. I am definitely in the wrong state. Fuck you Wisconsin! I am just kidding for the most part, or am I?

People think facebook is evil. It is, however I've managed to find a bunch of people I use to go to school with, some other old friends, and relatives. Though I may not talk to them much it is always nice to know people are still alive. A old friend of mine found me over the weekend. I haven't talked to him in like 13 years I believe. Time flies by so quickly. His name was Dan and he was the inspiration for the "Ode to Dan" song I wrote back in high school. I don't even remember why I wrote it. Probably cause he was being a dick or something and I thought it would be good payback. I do have the song on my other computer and I made a lame video for it. I should share it with everyone some day. Either people will think its stupid and immature or they will find it funny. Back in high school people liked it though.

Anyways I am out for now. More blogs to come as I am full of things to say now a days. Which I have not decided is a good or bad thing yet. What do you people think?

10/04/2010

October

It is now officially fall. Certainly feels like it outside too. I believe it went into almost the upper 30s overnight here. I'm going to have to take a walk around and see the leafs changing colors.

Ever hear the song 'October' by Evanescence? I think it is a pretty good song. Then again I'm partial to Evanescence and well Amy Lee. Hey people are allowed to have a celebrity crush, mine just happens to be Amy Lee. I absolutely love her voice. I like naming blogs after songs but I never usually share the song with people. I'm changing my ways, for this blog at least. Here is a youtube video of the song 'October". I hope my 1-2 readers enjoy.



This day is off to an awesome start though. First I came downstairs at like 7am to go to the bathroom and there was cat puke on the floor. I cleaned that up and went back upstairs to go back to sleep. Just now I went downstairs to see what the cats were up to and what did I do? I stepped right in cat puke. Yay! I suppose though if that is the only real thing I have to complain about then that is a good thing.

There is this short story writing contest where the grand prize is $1,000 dollars and your story gets published in a magazine. Some honorable mentions get published too. This is something I could totally do. Back in grade school I had a series of short stories that I had written. It was called "The Mud Monsters". People liked the stories but I never thought they were good. Do I ever think anything I do is good though? The stories were centered around me and my friends. We would battle monsters threatening to kill us and then in the end we would be looked upon as heroes as we stopped the monsters. Of course we also always got the females too. Yes even in 4th grade I was writing stories that involved "hooking up" with females. Back to the point though. Totally something I can do. I can come up with something and submit it. Good enough to win? Sure, why not? I have tons of ideas brewing inside my head. I can come up with something brilliant. I mean it is me after all.

Ever notice how when people change they really seem like a person that you never actually knew? I'm not going to use a specific person as an example. Like say you are with someone and you are living in a cold weather state such as Wisconsin. While they are with you they hate the state. They can't stand the cold, can't stand the snow, get sick all the time, etc. Years down the road you are no longer with them but now all of a sudden they love living in a cold weather state. They love the snow and now they can never picture themselves living in a warm weather state. This person while they are with you couldn't stand a lot of various different things. Like they didn't like dancing, or a certain movie, a certain band, certain foods, etc. Then suddenly they aren't with you anymore and now they like all of those things. Here is my take on all of it. They never liked being around you in the first place. Anything you liked they disliked because they either weren't happy or they just weren't into you that much. Therefore as an attempt to distance themselves from you to make it seem like you two have nothing in common they hate everything that you like. When they are finally away from you they feel like they can now act like the person they want to be. It is rather amusing to be totally honest. If you don't like the person you are with or you don't want to be around them then just don't be with them. It is that simple.

People who are also double standard I find funny and yet interesting. It is ok for them to say or think a certain way but another person feels that way then oh my god it is the end of the world. Lets use the "freedom of speech" card as an example. Someone doesn't like Obama. Before I go any further I am glad I am really never been interested in politics so really I never have an opinion on the subject. That is my choice. Anyhow someone doesn't like Obama so they express. Someone else comes along and says I like Obama don't be bashing them. The person who likes doesn't like Obama comes out with the freedom of speech card and says I can say whatever I want whether it be negative or not. A 3rd person comes along and like me they are not interested in politics at all. They really just don't pay attention to anything and they go with the flow. They have no opinion to voice. Now the non-Obama supporter with the freedom of speech card comes out and degrades the non political person by saying that is what is wrong with the country, people not stepping up and trying to improve things. Wait though why would it be ok for the non-Obama supporter to speak their mind about this and that but the non political person is in the wrong for not having an opinion at all. If we are going by the whole freedom of speech argument shouldn't he be in titled to his own opinion and way of thinking? Isn't it a bit double standard to say that what he is doing is wrong cause he does not show support one way or another but in turn you tell someone else you have your own rights cause you are in titled to freedom of speech. Isn't he in titled too or am I missing something?

It is funny sometimes looking at what other people say or do. People would tell me to just worry about my own life. That is just fine if people would want to say that but...I am in titled to my own opinions. You know, the whole freedom of speech thing? It is also something that was on my mind so I figured I would just write about it a bit. I, like always, have plenty more I want to say but I'm going to end it at that. Once again my thoughts and my views are not about anyone specific. Though I am sure someone might think it is.

Until next time take care my loyal 1 or 2 readers!