I'm still alive. I realize my last blog was nearly 2 months ago. I've been wanting to write. I'm just procrastinating a lot. I need to get back on track and that is exactly what I'm doing this month. Not that things have been bad or whatever, just I went off the track I was on for a little bit.
First off I'm not writing like I should be. I tend to say this a lot. I'm a broken record. I have tons of things I could talk about. Dreams, life, I just had a birthday, I just went on a birthday trip, etc. Instead of saying I'm going to do it I just need to sit at my computer and type away. I'm at my best when I can freely express my thoughts and feelings.
Exercise and weight loss. I've slacked a bit in this area. The weather has been on and off shitty so I don't always go for walks. I need to stop using this as an excuse and just do it. The weight loss thing, I can't give myself a hard time about this cause I've come so far with it. I need to do better. Starting today I intend on losing 5 pounds a month until I reach my goal weight. I'm going to do it but without starving myself to death. I just need to set up limitations again.
Job hunting. I had an opportunity to go full time but I believe it fell through the cracks. Not entirely my fault either but it is what it is. I don't intend on leaving my current job anytime soon but I'd like to have another part time job. Something to keep me active. More cash flow is always nice but thats not the main goal of looking for a second job. Two part time jobs will probably work out just right with my upcoming college schedule.
College, yeah I need to get my butt in gear and talk to a guidance counselor or something so I can start classes in August. At least I have 3 and a half months to get this one done but I don't want to wait until the last minute. I know I was accepted into the culinary arts program, I just really don't know where to begin with picking classes and such. I don't know what I need to do so in the next 3 months I'm going to have to figure this out. I'm going to college, nothing is going to get in my way and change that.
Listening to my meditation videos. I don't feel like I need to do it everyday. I became not so dependent on listening to it everyday. I think I'm going to start listening to my meditation videos more. Just for piece of mind and maybe some guidance with a few things that I'm going through/thinking about at the moment. I pretty much know what I'm going to do or what I'm suppose to be doing but hell a little piece of mind isn't bad from time to time, right?
Guitar playing. I'm going to start devoting at least 30 minutes to an hour a day to play guitar. Maybe longer than that. We'll see.
I guess in conclusion basically what I'm really after is just continuing to try to be a better version of myself. Just a few tweaks here and there and things will continue to be awesome. Really I have no complaints about how life is going but I know I can make it better.